whoops, I hit the magic too hard, and it turned into chaos

Change is inevitable. However, in my life, I seem to follow a sort of holding pattern for years at a time, and then changes hit fast and furiously, all at once.

I am not sure if I create this pattern through my own subconscious, or...? Regardless, it's clear that now seems to be the time for one of these change-storms.

I'm on the path (albeit stumbling!) …